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Malang, 15 Maret 2019 image is taken from Google Living is simple. You just need to breathe, eat, sleep, and do basic simple things living things do. What makes it complicated for human beings to live? For me, the answer is our desires. Perfection and living a perfect dream life are what most people seek out there. We have our own version of what life should be inside our mind. We try to actualize them so we can be happier. Living a luxurious life, having lots of money, being famous, travelling around the world, and etc are what some people desire to have in their lifetime. Yeah, it might be different from one person to another. But we all have one thing in common. We want a perfect life. Is it possible to have a perfect life like we have always wanted? Yes and No. Congratulations for those who finally live their perfect life after struggling so hard and letting go so many things. You guys deserve it. However we all know that things do not always go as we want or plan. ...

Malang, 12 Okt. 18 In the past, I had no idea that October 10 is such an important day. Literally, I just knew it a few days ago. Do you guys know why October 10 is a special day? It’s actually The World Mental Health Day. Mental health topic has become so viral these days especially for millenials. for me, this particular topic does matter in my whole life. I’ve written a number of blog posts related to it. I’ve shared some stories how hard it is to keep my mind okay. Though I have quite a lot of writing about it, I don’t think this issue will never die to talk about. It will always linger in my life. It won’t be gone. For me personally, the hardest part of living is facing the world. There are so many things about this world and everything it has that always make me insecure and restless. Negative thoughts never stop occupying most spaces in mind for example I always feel I’m not good enough. I don’t know what to do with my whole life. Failure turns me down. The fact th...

Malang, 04 Agustus 2018 Image is taken from https://www.popsugar.com/tech/Quarter-Life-Crisis-Instagram-38901437 In a few weeks, I’ll be 26. How’s my life so far? In 2 words I would say, “upside down”. Things are going quite differently from my expectations. I begin asking myself thousands questions about my life. Being worried about my future. Feeling anxious about my surroundings and job. A bit uncomfortable about my social life. Totally hate those expectations put on me. My whole life feels like everything just doesn’t feel right eventhough I live a good life. What’s happening to me? Before I reached 25, my life was full of dreams and joys of youth. I cherished every moment I spent for studying at college and learned new things about my job as an English teacher. I could buy a lot of books and stuff with my own income. I looked forward to meet my friends at the cafe and amusement parks. I planned to pursue my career and Master. I felt like I could live this lovely ...