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Malang, 27 April 2017 Hello God, I want to tell you my story. I think You already know it since You can read what’s inside my heart. But, I still want to talk to You. You are the only hope I have. You are the light I need. You are everything for me. My world is upside down right now. Everything which once was okay, now it is not. My brick walls which were able to hold my burden, have already gone. My faith in humanity, has finally vanished. My cherished sanctuary, has already broken. I’m lost, God. I was left with nothing but a broken heart. It hurts so much until I can’t bear to live for any second. It’s painfully killing me very slowly. It frightens me every time I look into eyes. Those noises leave me trembling. That laughter sends me nightmares. Those smirking smiles... sayings... They put me at the rock bottom. Oh God ... save me ... God... I think I’m tired. I’ve had enough. I’ve been through the same pain for as long as I can remember. I’ve been at the same po...

Malang, 24 April 2017 What you think as funny, can be the most hurtful thing for someone else. Dimana-mana pasti ada satu atau dua orang yang suka banget bercanda. Mau di kelas, di kantor, bahkan di jalan pun ada aja yang suka nyeletuk dengan niatan melucu demi menghibur orang lain atau diri sendiri. Bahan bercandaan pun banyak mulai dari kejadian lucu, gambar-gambar kocak di sosial media, romantisme yang dibuat-buat (read : dijodoh-jodohin), bahkan fisik dan kepribadian orang lain. Ya! Banyak yang berpikir tiga hal terakhir itu lucu kalau dijadikan sumber penghiburan. Padahal pada kenyataannya itu enggak lucu sama sekali bagi yang menjadi korban bercandaan. Source : Google Aku percaya kita semua pasti butuh hiburan di tengah suntuknya bekerja, kuliah, apalagi pas dikejar deadline. Bercanda bisa menjadi oasis pelepas penat dan stress. Bercanda bisa membuat kita lebih rileks dan segar kembali. But, it can’t be denied that we sometimes get carried away when we are joki...

Malang, 18 April 2017 What do you want to be when you grow up? I don’t know... Nanti kalau sudah besar, mau jadi apa? Pertanyaan tersebut sering kali guruku tanyakan ketika aku masih berada di sekolah dasar. Pertanyaan tersebut memang normal ditanyakan dengan pemikiran memiliki cita-cita adalah hal positif yang bisa memacu anak-anak untuk meraih kesuksesan ketika mereka dewasa nanti. Sebagai guru, aku pun sering menanyakan pertanyaan tersebut. Apalagi ketika harus mengajar pelajaran yang bertemakan pekerjaan. I will usually ask my students ”What do you want to be when you grow up?”. Mereka tampak senang-senang saja ketika ku tanya. Jawaban mereka pun beragam. I want to be a doctor. I want to be a teacher. Even, I want to be an astonout. Kadang aku iri dengan muridku sendiri. Mereka bisa menjawab tanpa keraguan. Berbeda dengan aku sewaktu berada di usia mereka. Aku tidak pernah bisa menjawab pertanyaan tersebut dengan gamblang. Ketika guruku bertanya, mau jadi apa kal...

Malang, 08 April 2017 No one wants to be sad, including you. When you are sad, just remember something, that makes you happy... that makes you smile... that makes your life colorful. Then, you will know, That sadness exists to make us realize, happiness is there within and around us. Happiness is simple, as simple as looking at someone’s sincere smile, and the reason is you. @Presley Cafe When you are tired of walking on your path, do not give up and quit. Just take a rest and think how far you’ve gone. You are almost there to get what you want. So, be brave and take your step again. No need to look back! Look forward and run! @Presley Cafe Everything will be fine, I promise. No need to be afraid, no need to cry. There will always be a hand to raise you up. There will always be a smile to cheer your day. Where? Ah...maybe you haven’t realized it. It is always close to you. You just haven’t seen it. When you r...