Malang, 06 Februari 2014
My mother ever told me that I should
act like a grown up. She told me that I won’t be a little girl anymore. My age,
my body, my mind, and my preferences will somehow change along with the time. I
have to change my perspectives. I have to change my acts like a grown up out
there.
Oh God.... When I heard that... just
one thing came to my mind...
I don’t wanna grow up...
I really love being myself. I just
live my life like I wanted eventhough everything is not always like I wished. I
studied in university and got the best. I went out to some fun places with my
friends sometimes. I did what I loved. Everything was just perfect for me with
its ups and downs. But right now, everything looks so hazy for me. I’m 21. But
right now, I’m not ready for being an adult.
There are so many adult things that
make me not ready facing the real world. One of them is “being an adult means
facing so many expectations from everyone”. You must do this, do that, not that
one, not those things, bla bla bla. Okay, expectation is a normal thing. But if
there are so many, I don’t thing it will be good to my sense. So, could we just
live with our own expectation? It’s gonna be hard may be...
Other adult thing that bothers me is
I’m afraid when I become an adult, I can’t keep my hobbies anymore. I like
watching anime and cartoon very much. I could watch two or three episodes in a
day. I like staying in my room with my books and computer without talking to
anyone. I can say that it is my comfortable zone. Well, when you are an adult,
people will say that those hobbies are just for kids. I’ve heard some of my
friends say that. And it sucks! They have no idea how interesting those hobbies
are for me. Well, just forget it! Do other adults think the same way like them?
If yes, well I can’t say anything.
But, no matter how bad I hate being
an adult, someday I will become an adult anyway. It’s just natural for a human
being like me. But, can we just delay it? I still love being a teenager. No
pain too much. No critical problems of life. Not so many expectations. Can do
anything that we like, but still the right things. Can go anywhere that we
want. Can play with many friends. Well, being a teenager is so much fun!
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