Malang, 18 Januari 2014
Did you remember when we were kids?
Both of us played together in our grandmother house.
You hid and I seeked you.
We built a camp together and you slept in it.
We ran wildly around the house and I tried to catch you.
We laughed... We shouted aloud....
But at the end, we kept quiet caused our grandma got
angru.
Yeah... we were quite crowded kids right?
I
remember when I made you upset and cry at that time.
I didn’t
pay attention to you when you needed me.
I didn’t
put my care to you when you wanted me to see you.
You
cried...Cried loudly... and ran to home by yourself.
Left me
alone with much regret...
Oh God,
I knew I was wrong.
I was so
sorry...
But, I
didn’t mean any harm to you.
I just
couldn’t see it, comprehend it...
That you
needed me so badly.
I ever disliked you...hate you...very...
You acted so bossy even in front of me who is older than
you.
You always said horrible things about me even them who
raised you.
You criticized my life, appearance, style, everything..
As if nothing in myself looked so good in your eyes.
Oh God, that’s why I hated earlier adulthood period.
You’d changed...
You became someone else...
Who I never used to know...
Now, I
see you before my eyes
Amazingly,
It’s good to see you again, here, with me...
No hate,
No regret, No pain, No cried...
Just
lots of smiles and laughs.
Well,
you came back to a kid who I used to know...
Eventhough
your body changed quite drastically different..
I knew you are him.
A little
kid who was always so fussy with foods
A little
kid who always cried when trying to hide your lies.
A little
kid who now stands as a man.
With the
light which is brighter than the sun.
With
perspective which is sharper than a sword.
With
your care which is softer than a silk.
Yes you
are ‘him’.
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