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Malang, 02 November 2011

          My head is just blank when I face with my little “red”. I know I always face it every day. But, it is not at this time. I feel like there is a hole in my head. I am not thinking of anything. Oh no... I just think of something that should not in my mind. I am thinking about, what I have done all this time. Have I wasted my time without doing anything that is good. Have I done anything that can be proud about? Am I disappointed in myself?
          I do not hate anything in myself because I know that Allah always gives the best thing for me. But, I just realized that I have not done the best thing that I could do. I am still just being ordinary. I still do not move to the top rank. I know it. But, I do not know how to make my time more precious. I do not know how to be the best one. I do not know how to reach so many dreams on my head.
          Life is not easy like I dream it. Life is not hard as I fear it. Life is just once. Maybe the only one answer that I could realize is “It is my life”. Well, that’s right, it is my life. I am the only one that can manage it. I am the only one that can change it. If I want to make my time more beneficial, I have to start it from myself. I do not know what kind of result that maybe I will get. But, I know at least I should try. I should try to make all of my time, all of my effort, and all of my knowledge is useful for me at least.
          I always believe that Allah always has the good plan for Allah’s followers. Allah always gives the best for Allah’s followers. So, I believe that Allah always gives me the best. Well, I must do positive thinking for the plans that Allah avails for me.
          This writing is the best way for me to get my confidence again. I lost my confidences for several times. Maybe it is kind of weird writing that I ever write. Writing what is on my mind is the best way for me to get calm and comfort. This Blog is full of my thinking. “Mind BoX” is one of my precious friends. At least by writing in this Blog, I can be myself. I can flow my mind. I can be the way I am.

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