Malang, 11 Juni 2016 What are you looking for? What am I looking for? I’m not quite sure what it is. I’ve got a feeling the answer is near. I’m close to it yet so far. One thing for sure... The answer is here. What do you want? What do I want? Vague idea is on my mind. Is it really okay? Is this place the right one? No idea at all. Just more questions hung in the air. Why does future have for us? What does God plan for us? More questions I have.. More confusion I get... Trust is all I have... Faith is all I keep... Struggle is all I do... And best hope is all I wish... I'm afraid to ask... Because I'm afraid of the answer... I'm scared to know... But I suffer from not knowing... What should we do? What must I do? Show me the right way to the answer... I'll find it for you and me... Don't tell me the answer... Let me find it and know it by myself. Is it far? Is it right in front of me? I don...
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